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Time for another round of things Zan misses
Do you guys remember
those fucking question videos.
Like.
Fuck.
Those were fun.
If I remember those mainly happened in the summer and I just. urgh. I miss it. It was fun asking you guys questions and getting video responses I just arhgn

But now that doesn't happen anymore and people are barely on anyways and i just

I agree. I was actually just looking at those on the other site yesterday and thinking the same thing.
Did you know I have two friends now? Yeah. Maybe three. That I barely wanna talk to myself. That's fun.
I should just make up a bunch of starters and spread them out over this site. Maybe I will make up a few. You're probably the only one who'd reply though, lol. I don't mind though. ^-^ <3
Did you know that ever since I started RPing (like, what? Four years ago? Jeez.) it's been my dream to have a character of mine in a relationship I actually enjoy? I've three relationships. One I forced and ended bad and messy because I SUCKED, the second was just...really fulfilling, and the third my robobaby CC just got left out of the blue for no reason and it hurt and still stings. I think that because I feel so much about these characters, it proves something is wrong with me. You can even probably guess what those first two ships are. AAAAAAHHHH. I h8 myself.
That was a weird tangent. Anyhow, starters, I'll probably do that. We should work together on building this site up again a little bit? Maybe just the two of us, lol. That sounds scary, just two of us, but I wouldn't mind honesty by this point??????

Just last night I had gone back on the site again, actually, and I couldn't help but watch the ones that were still up.
If any of those are mystal related, I think you might have mentioned the first to me? (bc I think I do remember telling me you felt bad for something like that). I started rping about 6 years ago, and for the first 2 years I couldn't even get anyone to ship with me because I wasn't willing to smutt (at the time I was like 11-12 so). But that last one must have sucked, really. I don't get why people do stuff like that?
I'm personally usually terrible at romances, it might have something to do with my characters being bitches (or like my most recent oc, a fucking robot that doesn't experience love the same way humans do)
But yeah, if you do post up some starters I'll most likely post on one or two of them if I'm on to see them.
I keep trying to draw attention to the site, actually, but whenever I do it doesn't work. Like if you post on another rp site, they're too busy with their own rp. But if you post on tumblr, they kind of ignore all forums (I've actually had a few people I've rped with on there say that after they started on tumblr, they kind of lost interest in rp forums)

Okay okay I rember those questions videos and I think we should do them again

And I want this site to live I wanna do rps and like relationships with characters like I feel you omg

But yeah I want to build this site up really really bad.

Okay Kaci's gonna start coming round more.

Kaci can't organize her thoughts enough to write out complex things

Yeah, I looked at the questions. *shoots my past self*
Yupperoni.
LOL OMG I UNDerstand the feel Zanny babe. Yeah it really did hurt... more so when this is all you got left of 'em. Sigh. I'm better now tho, a little.
*I* don't understand why *I* don't have a good time with romances? I have the opposite problem; all of *my* characters are super sweet and romantic but strong and stuff??? Like a knight in shining armor, even (meaning: especially) my girls????? Like???? I don't/...../?>?>/.
Helllllll yeah.


KACIIII! <333333 *HUGS RLY TIGHT*
I want CHARACTERS TO DIE AND TO LIVE AND TO GRIEVE AND TO LAUGH AND TO FEEL. But that'swhat I want basically all hours of the day and you know what I get??? NOTHIN'. Boohoohoohoo.
Fuck yeah *high5*

See that doesn't make sense, since those kinds of characters are great and like literally the best thing.
It makes sense for little shits like Muse to be single (please remind me how she got a bf I don't understand she's the worlds biggest bitch), but I don't get why yours might be single
but yeah man that's kind of harsh. It would've been nice to at least get an explanation, I bet.
Also I'm better with romances personally if there's some sort of chemistry, like I feel happiest when it develops naturally (unless the plot setup is they knew each other a while and we plotted it out greatly because then that works like dayumm)

When I first made Muse I was so fucking attached to her like I would be so fucking upset about things that happened and I thought I was just seriously going crazy so I did my best to treat her like a POS until I didn't care anymore and yeah I regret that

And for once I am going to agree that my characters are the bomb.com?????
Well honestly, yeah it does! She is a real bitch ahahahdhwedhwh..... I don't even know how she got a boyfriend. I wasn't even HERE for that. :O That's weird to think about. I feel so a part of this Mystal family and there was stuff going on I wasn't there to witness. Crazy.
It was. Harumph. I don't care anymore they were kinda bitchy anyway?
BRO YEAH SAME but I also like quick spurts of romance just like plotted in a minute heheheh.

I understand. *hug*

Haha, well they are :p
I'd say the way she treats her friends is a redeeming factor, but only pax, aiya, and olivia were ever treated well and have you seen the way she treated ash? Total bitch towards her own sister

Well, at least you don't mind as much anymore. I'd probably be super pissed about it for the longest time.
THose can be really fun, I'm personally not as good at it which can be depressing because if I agree to it it means I really loved the idea of the couple.
I can usually do great with plotted out couples that happen over a certain span of time.

*hugs back*

ALso I'm thinking about posting in the thing you did in Mystal, but idk which character to use so do you know if you'd prefer Maybell The Hyper or Nick The Socially Impaired

ALLLI!! *hugs you into infinite* <3333
YE S AND N O I UNDERSTAND MAN UGGHAH what are you on dear

I think all of your characters are the bomb dot com and they are all precious flowers, both of your characters But yo the mystal family has always been tight but now its pretty small so frowny face.

but on the topic of bitchy characters like jfc like half mine

Thank
Yeah that's....a factor!!! I dunno why she disliked Ashley so much but hey *shrug*

I was!!! THat was a year and a half ago!!! More or less. Maybe a year and a quarter.
Dope. I can think of basically every pairing and find something I like about it because im dumb ahahdwejkf.

YES PLEASE DO I don't prefer either but I'd think NOT socially impaired would be pretty good thnx.

*cries a lil* KAAACCCIIIII
my chars suck but they are my precious flower babies with glitter and lots of kisses and eeeehjhefwhjfer

I need to have a bitchy character. I don't like...have one.

I don't know either I don't really know.
Oh, then it makes sense for you not to be pissed anymore (or as irritated, or whatever)
See, I can be like that and I usually say yes to a lot of pairings. 'S just a lot don't wanna work.

Haha, well I just posted with maybell, then :p Sorry it's not very good

My 3 most recent ocs are surprisingly not bitches (even if one is a robot with a virus that takes over sometimes he's usually harmless), but I usually prefer yours to mine because they're just so amazing

lol, auntie I basically have a full arsenal of bitches and like four sweethearts at the most (most of them aren't really sweethearts they're just meh)

OOOOOHHHHHH a lot dont wanna work IIIIIIII get it okkkkkay.
Am I high or something what's with my typing speech.

It's okay!!! I didn't know that movie existed; that's rly cool though :O

OMG I LOVE ROBOTS SO MUCH I HAVE LOTS OF ROBOBABES YOU HAVE TO TELL ME ABOUT HIM. Omg no shut up hfjrekfhergfhrjef  

I dunno man, I'll just go with the flow with however you choose to type

Haha, isn't it? I found a site that listed off a bunch of ASL movies

If you really want, I can pm you a copy of his bio I have on a site

There's more??? :O Well of course there's more me jeez you dumb butt
I'd totally adore that yo

Not too too many, but there's Deaf culture yo. I only realized there was any because I made Maybell, otherwise I'd never have known.

THen I'll grab a copy of it and try to make the text a bit more readable (I used a thing to make the text look fucked up, like a virus was attached to the data. I got carried away)